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June 17, 2010 at 8:55 pm | Posted in General, Personal | Leave a commentTags: Choice, College, Decision, Experience, Feeling, Friend, Life, Memories, Nostalgia, People, Question, Thought
Throughout my life, I have always felt like I have a very strong moral sense of good and bad and right and wrong. But somehow, the clarity of my thoughts has always been limited to others. When it gets personal, it’s always very blurry. I tend to ignore what is right… I tend to forget how to rationalize. I realize it later. But what good can come after the damage is done? Well, I like to believe that it makes me the person I am. It defines a part of me. It changes me for the better so that I can do better in the future.
We all try to think of ourselves as nice, good people… But no one can ignore their past mistakes. I always say, “The only people without skeletons are those without closets.” I mean the only people who do not have some imbalance in their pats are those who do not have a past. I may come off as a pessimist here, but I speak from experience.
How do we define “GOOD” and “BAD” or “RIGHT” and “WRONG”?
Something that is good, may not necessarily be right, and something that is bad, may not necessarily be wrong. And in the same way, something that is right, may not be good and something that is wrong, need not be bad…
Right and wrong are mostly our perceptions. Each one has his own ideals and principle and value system that defines the right and wrong for them. So, the right and wrong will differ from person to person. It is in the concept of right and wrong that the grey shades of life emerge. It is the times of human behavior and circumstances that we cannot define as being right and wrong. It is mostly because our emotions do not support out thoughts and there is a clash of concept. A third person, who does not comprehend what the person in question is feeling, can mostly define the shades of grey into right or wrong. And that’s when we judge…
Good and bad is more of a literal concept. Once again, good and bad is relative from person to person, but people with similar belief systems can relate their thoughts in such situations. There are no grey areas here, but they are just indecisive…
I have dabbled amongst the grey shades in my life quite a bit till my mind cleared itself of emotion. And I have tried to keep a sound value system for all my actions and decisions. It doesn’t always go in favor of my emotions, but I have learnt to strike a balance between what my heart says and what my mind commands… But a lot of times, the heart wants what the heart wants… I have made my peace with that too. 
A friend of mine once told me… “How nice it would be if there were colours instead of shades of grey in our lives…” and to think of life as I live it now, we do live a Life in Technicolour…
Happy Birthday to MEEEE…
April 18, 2010 at 12:10 am | Posted in Personal | 4 CommentsTags: Feeling, Friend, Life, Memories, Nostalgia, People
Yes, it’s my birthday today… And yes, I feel old… er… 
I am not a big fan of parties, unless the party means travelling… Does not necessarily have to be some far off place, just going out, hanging out with close friends and family, that’s the life…
I love waiting up though. To see who wishes me at midnight, even though I cannot answer calls mostly… The excitement is just too much to see how many people remembered and how many forgot… 
I know that this birthday is gonna be different, coz many of the people I want here with me are far away from me… geographically… of course they live in my heart all the time…
I don’t think I need to thank my parents coz if it weren’t for em, I wouldn’t be here…
I want to thank Loverboy (read Shreyas…), for being by my side through thick and thin, and tolerating my nonsense through everything…
I wanna thank dEE, for being the lubricant of the group, smoothening things out on every rough turn and protecting us frm everything…
I wanna thank Muncho (read Manchit…) for being Muncho… and giving us a different perspective on the world around us…
I wanna Thank Ni Pat for keeping us alive and kicking and together…
I want to thank Jay for being there at all the times I needed someone but couldn’t say it out loud…
I wanna thank Poo for keeping me company wen there was no one else around, and staying put even when I said I didn’t need anyone…
My list of thanks would have ended here conventionally… but there a few late entries…
My life would have been on a different course if I had not met Bobo (read Prasad Pankar…) … Thank you for being a part of my lil’ world…
Another thanks to Akshu for becoming a part of my life and giving me some amazing memories to cherish for the rest of my life…
The list isn’t over yet…
A very special thanks to Fluffy, for making me smile even in the roughest of times, in ur presence and your absence, in fun and in seriousness, in busy schedules and in laziness…
I consider myself lucky to be blessed with such wonderful people in my life… It’s been an honour knowing you and being a part of your lives… May the almighty bless ur lives with everything that you have ever given anyone and much much more, because you deserve it…
Loads of Love…
Sharafat, Saff, Fattu, Saffy, Sherry, Chinky, Olive, Kiwi…
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