iNTROSPECTIVE…

It’s been quite a while now. I’ve been living a life that is not actually my life. Just living by assuming that what I have done is for the good of everyone. NOT caring what others think about me.

I did what I had to, not what I wanted to. Because it was for the good. I knew I was hurting many people, but I had to make a choice. The choice that I had was:

1) Do what everyone thought was right (What I wanted to do).

2) Do what I thought was right (What I had to do).

I chose the latter.

I was the bad guy for many people for quite a long time. But I knew they’d be back in time, so they are. I also thought that I’d get over it and come around. I’d thought I’ll be satisfied and content with what I have done. I’M NOT!!!

I lived a life that I HAD to. Did what I HAD to. Smiled at everyone, just ‘coz I had to, laughed with ‘em ‘coz I was supposed to. I’d thought I’ll land into A PERFECT LIFE just to realize I am living A PERFECT LIE!!!